i’ve mentioned i’m a pack rat. and, despite high hopes at the time i moved in, i haven’t made a dramatic dent in the amount of crap important and valuable life memories i have.
but i still try.
sitting in the garage, for example, are some six boxes of old vinyl records…the LPs. do i own a turntable? nope. when i did, pre-divorce, did i listen to these records over and over? rarely.
yet, still, i cling to them.
but, finally, i decided to dip my toes in the world of purging. having passed, for the umpteenth time, a record store in our town’s hippie district that boldy announced – –
“We Buy Records”
…i finally decided to let go.
i picked out the closest box. i went through the albums. yes, some were not in the best of shape, but there were many there. i had high hopes of
(a) getting some whisky money out of them
(b) clearing out space in my garage so i can better organize what i do use
(c) there is no (c), and
(d) perhaps feel good about the likelihood that my old records will make someone else very happy
hiking up my big boy pants, i strode into the store with the box and the clerk began to look through the 50-some records in there.
and he kept looking without stopping… okay, now he stopped at that one…and that one…and…that’s it?
five. he pulled out five of the fifty.
i’m not a good haggler, but still felt i was getting what i was going to get out of him when we agreed on $10…$8 for the five albums he wanted, plus a ‘gift’ of $2 for him to take the remainder off of my hands.
I was crestfallen. $10. that’s it.
now, these are not irreplaceable albums. i can get them on CD. or even iTunes, for most of them. but the fact that they were a part of me growing up. listening to some at a very young age because that’s what mom and dad played on the stereo. listening to others of my choice as i grew up and was capable of buying my own records.
none of them were playing when i lost my cherry and got laid the first time.* none of them were playing when i first heard the news about JFK.**
but they were part of who i am. some of my humor was based in those records. i learned to sing with some of those records.
and for all of that…the memories, the lessons, the learning…gone.
…for $10.
[deep sigh]
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*i honestly couldn’t tell you what was playing then. i do vaguely recall the radio playing. but my focus seemed to be elsewhere. go figure.
**and i don’t remember what i was doing at all when the news of JFK broke. all i do remember from then was being very pissed that they interrupted my saturday morning cartoons so they could televise the funeral.
Tags: a pack rat's comeuppance, a ten spot, it's just my life, purging the past
July 15, 2011 at 01:41 |
Every time I moved house I’d sell a box or two of books. The paltry amount I received for the always floored me!
Keep on purging. You get lighter as you go.
July 20, 2011 at 21:30 |
so, do i keep purging until i’ve nothing left…then it IS time to go?
July 15, 2011 at 06:11 |
6 boxes left? $60. that’s a decent bottle of scotch….
July 20, 2011 at 21:31 |
well, yeah, when you look at it that way (which, i guess you did).
July 16, 2011 at 00:55 |
Good for you. That is a very very hard thing to do, and I envy your ability to do it. You rock! I’ll buy you some whiskey to make up for how little you got.
July 20, 2011 at 21:43 |
make it rotgut, ’cause that’s how i was feeling about it.
July 19, 2011 at 08:09 |
One man’s trash is another man’s treasure. And vice versa. No one else values our stuff as much as we do. And yes, I also have 3 or 4 boxes of vinyl in the basement. BUT, I do have a turntable. Two, in fact; one working and one not so much.
July 20, 2011 at 21:31 |
i really was sorely tempted to go out and buy a new turntable. but, this is the right thing to do.